My Thoughts

We all know what death is. And it sucks when it takes someone you love. This year has been full of tears. My grandfather passed away the weekend before Mother's day and we had his service the weekend before Father's day. It sucks to come home from work knowing that he won't be there to say hello to or to talk to about my day. October is going to be hard because that is his birth month. I will miss him when football season starts and when our favorite team plays he won't be there to cheer them on with me. So I yell GO PACK GO! twice as loud. Yes the holidays will be hard for my mom, grandma, and I but we will be ok. We will be more glad that they are over because of all the cooking and decorating that we will have to do. I know no one leaves this world alive but wouldn't it be nice just to talk to our loved ones again if only for 1 hour? I wish I could tell him that I love him one more time. I wish I could have told him goodbye before he died. We all regret something...

Well today was a busy day. Work was a lot to deal with. I'm sure you all have that one co-worker who smiles in your face and then stabs you in the back. Well... day that person got caught in her lie today. To make a long story short she told my boss over the phone that I made a mistake when I didn't tough a computer that we use. My boss even told her that over his phone. So I'm glad that got kind of fixed. I turned in my two weeks notice and my boss ripped it and said to talk to him in an hour. So I went to his house and we talked about work and personal matters. I feel a lot better since I talked to him. To know that someone else feels sad and upset about the same thing that you do feels good. I hope everyone had a good day at work today. Challenge for the day: Tell yourself everyday that it's going to be ok. Question of the day: What made you feel like giving up?